Dave lifted my chin and looked me the eye. "Please don't be ashamed Michelle. You don't have anything to be ashamed of. You're absolutely beautiful." I smiled at him and relaxed my shoulders a bit.
That's when I saw Angel pulling the door closed behind her. "You two have fun!" she called. "Don't do anything I wouldn't do." As if! I realized I was all alone, and completely naked with my roommate's boyfriend. This just had to be wrong! This wasn't who I was. I felt so dirty, and so ashamed and so bad... but I didn't want to stop.
"Can I touch your body?" Dave asked, pulling me back from my guilt trip. I said he could. I don't know why I said yes, but I did. He gently ran his finger tips down my shoulder and chest to my breasts. No one had ever touched me like this before. It was so amazing. I felt tingly and numb all over. He told me I had nice breasts. I said they weren't as big as Angel's but he said he liked them anyway, that a lot of guys like smaller breasts.
He asked if I wanted to sit down on the bed. He was very quick to add that we didn't have to do anything that I didn't want to do, and that it was just better than standing. We sat down Indian style, facing each other, and we leaned forward so our foreheads were touching. He took my arms in his hands and put my hands on his body. Then he began to gently caress me, running his hands from my hips, up my ribs, around my breasts, across my stomach, around the small of my back and my bottom.
I played with his penis some more, the way Angel had showed me, but he told me I could touch him all over if I wanted, I didn't have to just touch his penis. I did, and his muscles and skin felt so nice. He was taut and well built and I liked touching his body. It gave me a sense of togetherness, like we were the only two people in the world, and we were experiencing each other completely.
I guess this went on for a while; I didn't look at a clock. Eventually, he ran his fingers up the inside of my thigh, to the patch of pubic hair between my legs. As his fingers drifted over my clitoris, I felt a sensation like nothing I've felt before... not even when I touched myself there. It was like all of the touching and all of the caressing had been concentrated in to that one single instant. I leaned my head back and heard myself moan. His fingers drifted down to my exposed vagina and when they emerged, he left a wet trail of my own lubricant on my stomach.
"Somebody's getting excited." he smirked. And I knew it was true. I finally had a name for this wet, itchy feeling I'd had in the pit of stomach before. Now I knew what caused it. It was desire, and I wanted to satisfy it... but I was still conflicted. I kept touching Dave's body and he kept touching mine as I fought back and forth with myself. How far did I want this to go? His fingers wandered back down across my clitoris again. Desire won. Ok, I thought, let's get this over with. Maybe it won't be so bad.
"Make love to me before I change my mind." I whispered as I laid back on the bed and spread my legs apart for him.
He smiled. "Michelle we can't make love if we're not IN love. But we can fuck if you want to."
"Whatever." I said and closed my eyes and waited for him to take my virginity. I felt his weight shifting on the bed as he leaned up over me. I winced a bit, expecting him to force that big penis into me at any moment, but he didn't. He kissed me on the neck. Well, he didn't really kiss me, he sort of nibbled me moving his teeth and lips up and down my neck from behind my ear to my shoulder. I REALLY liked it, even more than his caresses. It felt so erotic and so sensual... even more than kissing on the lips. I kept my eyes closed, but I loosened up considerably. I rolled my head to one side to give him better access, and I even gasped a little bit.
I guess he was encouraged, because one hand moved to my naked hip, and slid up my ribs to my breast. He took the whole thing in his hand and squeezed and fondled it. He rolled my nipple around in the palm of his hand while he continued to nibble my neck. I'd never had my breast massaged like that! It was incredible!
His mouth moved down my shoulder across my chest to my other breast. As he fondled one, he licked and kissed the other. I opened my eyes and looked down to see him licking my nipple, his tongue flicking across it rapidly. By this time I was really getting excited. I could feel my vagina getting wetter and opening up. I could feel the heat of his body so close to mine. I was so excited my heart was pounding in my chest as he suckled my nipple. "Do me Dave." I pleaded. "Please, I want it now."
He smiled and climbed off of me and off the bed. I sat up on my elbows to watch him pull a condom from his bag. His penis was standing out from his body hard and firm, and it bobbed when he walked. My heart was still racing as I watched him roll the blue latex sheath down the length of his penis. He came back and climbed back on top me. I spread my legs apart even further, and closed my eyes as I felt the head of his penis pressing against me.
"This may hurt a little." he said working the head inside my vagina. "You sure you're ready?" I kept my eyes closed and nodded vigorously. I didn't want to be a virgin anymore. He began to press forward into me. I felt my body stretching to accommodate him... then I felt it stop. He kept pressing forward and then suddenly there was a sharp pain between my legs, like when you pull out a hang nail. I tried not to cry out, but it really did hurt.
"Are you all right? Do you want me to keep going?" he asked. I bit my lip and nodded again. He pulled his penis out and slowly worked it in again. This time my body kept stretching for him and he pushed farther before withdrawing. The pressure of his penis inside of me felt nice. It eased the pain, kind of like when you hold a bruise, and as he worked his way in and out I found myself longing for him to go deeper and stay in longer. I didn't want him to pull back out.
Then it occurred to me, I was fucking!
The thought snapped my eyes open. He was looking down at me and smiling. "Hi," he panted.
"Hi." I said back. I tried to look down at myself to see what was happening, what it looked like down there.
"Do you just want to lie there while I do all the work?" Dave asked. "'Cause that's Ok if you do."
I hadn't realized I should be doing anything. I was a little embarrassed. He told me to wrap my legs around him and hold his butt or his shoulders so that I could pull myself into him while he pushed forward.
Oh it was wonderful! Suddenly I could control how deep and how fast he went! I held him inside of me and rocked my hips back and forth so that my clitoris was brushing against his penis. That felt so incredible! The pressure of his penis deep inside of me while my clitoris was being rubbed that way, and his naked chest pressed against my breasts. I couldn't stand it. Soon I was panting from the exertion too, and with each thrust I would gasp and moan. It felt so nice!
I tried to tell him how wonderful it was, but I couldn't seem to get the words out. "Oh Dave! Oh God Dave... It's so good... I didn't know... I didn't know it would be like this. Oh Dave... Oh yess!"
He smiled and told me how hot I was and how tight and wet my pussy felt. I looked down to see us again, but our bodies were pressed too tightly together.
"Oh Dave, I want to see it... I want to see you inside of me. I want to see you fucking me!" I moaned.
He stopped moving and pulled out of me. For a second I was worried that I had upset when I used the "F" word, but then he said, "Ok, why don't you get on top." He rolled over and laid down on his back, his blue clad penis leaning towards his belly. I straddled his hips on my knees, and he held his penis straight up as he explained to me how to ease myself down on to it.
By this time, we were both sweating, and my hair was a mess. I pushed the wet strands back out of my face as I slowly impaled myself on his penis. It filled me up completely and I sank all the way down until my pubic hair was touching his. I watched this in amazement, and then straightened my legs and lifted myself off of him again. I moved up and down, over and over again, faster and faster, watching him disappear inside of me. I closed my eyes and put my hands over my stomach between my belly button and my vagina and felt his penis moving inside of me. I started moaning and panting. "Oh oh oh oh unh unh unh yeah oh yeah oh I didn't know I didn't know Oh God I didn't know!"
Dave took my hips in his hands and pulled me down hard onto him and lifted me faster than I could have myself, and he thrust his hips up into me to match my movements. "That's it baby, ride my cock! Ride my cock baby, oh yeah, that's so good, oh yeah ride me baby."
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